new year.

happy new year everyone!

my birthday....

my birthday was okish.. I'm gald that my friends online and in real life said "happy brithday" to me.. that made me happy. now this week me and my GF and other friend are going to celebate my b-day, we could'nt do it last week because she had to go somewhere.hopefully we're going to go this week to have fun! XD

my birthday is coming soon!

it's coming tomorrow!! yay!! can't wait!!

it appeared at our door..

well it looks like my psp is fixed (kinda) I just have to have holded a piece of paper where the battery is and there! it works, it won't shut off anymore!! it still does but it'll stay on for a while.




it's been raining lately, and I love it! I miss the rain. We hadn't have the rain for the longest of time now.. that's why I miss it. XD





I should be able to draw anything now! now that I'm done drawing that megaman birthday pic! XD (he's b-day is on the 17th while mine is on the 18th) XD!!!

http://fav.me/d2f8yrs



there's a stocking of standa claus on our door at the apartment and we don't know who put it there but I have an pretty good idea who is was that put it there. it's down to two people. 1. the manager 2. the lady who talks to my mom once in a while.

my gifts are coming yay!! :D

I'm going to get my RE games that my friend got form my B-day!!! :D I'll get them toworrow, since the game were sent to his house instead of mine. even though he wrote down my addesss in the shipping form, E-bay is odd!! lol

happy Tuesday!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TFRKaPo0Jek


this is my fave song!!! =D
anyway, my mom has to go to the cinic everyday now.. it sucks.. but I can deal with it...now that I have more free time, I'm be able to draw more yay!!
next week my friend is going to but my RE games!! *dances!!!* YEAH!!!!! XD

my adventures

yesterday I went to the hospital with my mom,so we went early the morning it sucked for me.. cause I forgot my headphones.so we go to the special treatment room.we waited until my mom's name was called and they checked her weight and stuff.then we waited some more! then they called my mom again but I had to wait in the "waiting room", the cable to the TV sucked, but I ended up playing kingdom hearts: chains of memories.(which I beated Rikuu's story! yay!)later on..it was good to see that some of the cancer pantents were in good hopes you know? there were like one person I think that was thinking negative and such.. I felt bad for her..some people tired to get her to think positive but I don't know if worked.. it kinda did when when one of the volunteer talked to her.

I also drew a bit while I was there, I did a sketch of the Haruka X Michiru..so it's WIP.. I didn't want people to look at me odd or something...

soon or later the waiting room was almost empty,I kept waiting.then two ladies who brought there sister to the hospital, one of them asked me a question."are you Filipino?" I was like "no.." then the aonther lady was like "she's too tall to be Filipino.." then I told them that my parents were form mexcio..! XD
about 4:45PM my mom came out and went to the bus and stopped at burger king and walked home. At hom my mom gave me $1.25. YAY I was hoping for 5 bucks but whatever!!!

NOTE!!! today is my mom's birthday!!! I'll give her a hug later!

trying out haiku,love shines

love shines brightly
two people kiss sweetly
hands intertwine
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comments? this is my 1st time doing a haiku.

I WANT!!!!

this is the game I want the most besides Bayonetta.:D

http://www.gamestop.com/Catalog/ProductDetails.aspx?product_id=33392

cried this morning..

I cried this morning remerbering what she said on the phone.it brings me pain a lot of it.I don't want a BF, I want her!I've told her...I dont know what to do..T_T and I LOVE her very much.

feeling better now..

I'm feeling better now.. really! I feel happy!

love peom

called "what love feels like"
memories of you and I will last a life-time.
I get flash-backs that makes me happy.
happiness is what keeps me going and without you I would be a nobody.
my greatest gratitude is a kiss.
every time I see you, you make me feel the luckiest person in the world.

"you make me feel brand new
cause you chase the clouds away."

the things that we do together, will make my heart shine forever and I'm grateful for that.
I want to stay be be your side as long as I can.
I love you.

waiting

Everyday I wait
feels like forever that I wait.
waiting for my love to return to me.
I'll wait for forever if I may.
years have passed,still I wait.



something told me to visit a castle.
I went to the castle, only to be infused with demons.
I fought my way though the castle, soon i was in the deepest part of the castle.
that is where hell lies and yet as I enter it I find true Peace.
I found her,trapped in a hellish looking cage.
I freed her, offering my hand and hear my own heart beating loudly as I look upon her face.

in that moment I fell in love and as I took the lady out of the cage.
I felt a very evil presents near and turned my head.
the devil king was behind me.

new hair cut..

got a new hair cut last night! my mom just trim my hair and stuff. my hair is like Dante's (DMC3) but it's wavy.. I hate it when it's wavy and I want to be to straight.


I saw supernatural last night.. it was funny. but the deaths were sad. I was hoping that Castie's supervisor was going to be hot but no... can't wait for the next ep! their in a book now! yay! A comic would been better or a manga! XD

this is my 1st time...

this is going to be my frist time going to a funeral...someone's grandma died like last week on the day I was feeling shitty and such.my mom told me the next day. D:the service well be on wed. and thrus. but @ differenttimes. I don't know if my mom, my brother and I are going to go. If I do go, I'll post happened @ the service here. it sucks.. from what I hear, funerals are sad and boring.

death...

someone died yesterday... she lived in the apartments for a long time.... but she moved out like two months ago.RIP no wonder I felt sad yesterday....and I didn't know until this morning. it sucks.. I really miss her now.. she was like my second grandma!

video of the month and my daydream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoLqwFGAEc0

this is my PV of the month! I like this song and the PV!can't stop listening to it! :D

this morning while I was taking a bath, I have a daydream. kinda sad I think. well I saw myself crying, sitting on a chair that in a holtel Lobby. A man comes up to you and asks me why I'm crying. I told him "my friend and his friend dicth me!" so the man takes me by the hand and asks me what room here at. I answered him "room 213"so we go to the room and we hear noises coming form the room.then the guy puts firecreakers under the door and unto the room. he lights them up and they go off. we ran and stopped at the end of the hall.


so the guy took me into his room and talked about my loss @ love and such.he just hugs me out of nowhere. that's the end of it.

my Ghost ~part 3~

it's been a few months since the massacre of the humans soldiers that took place during the war that day. Most of my brothers had started new lives as humans and are happy to live it. The work that I've been doing has showed me that humans are not all that bad. Today, while I was typing on a article on my computer, there was a TV news report about the death of the Humans soldiers and the disappearance of the humanoids. the news station called it "the disappearance of war!" so far the news media had only minor clues about what happen there. My bothers and I made a oath on the day of the killings, that if anyone told the police or anyone that is looking into this. We have a right to kill him and melts his body on site.

but I know deep down, to my core that no one would betray us. As I watched the TV screen, across my desk. I saw one of my brothers on screen talking to the reporters. he was a bit shorter than I and had red hair. his skin was almost white and liked to wear clothes that were high in taste. when I saw him talking to the reporters, it made me feel like dread and as soon as he began to talk about the killings of the soldier's. I felt like my core just had been ripped out of my metal body and I wasn't able to breath. I was so angry and sadden by his actions. but before I did a humanoid scan on him while he was talking, I made sure that the area around me was clear.

After I confirmed
it was clear I did the scan. after I had done the scan I was shocked by who it was . it was my right hand man. he has changed a lot since I last saw him.
I've never felt so betrayed in my life! it felt like getting hit by a machine gun fire and getting cut by the throat at the same time! I knew it was time to take action! I turned off the scan on my right eye and got off form work. I drove to my apartment and changed my clothes. I dressed myself in a black outfit to hide my physical appearance. I walked out of my apartment and begun the hunt.

what happen during the weekend..

well.. my weekend was fine.. it was a little boring but I was happy :) I went to my friend's house (again) and I brought her a teddy bear (small one that was holding a heart saying "I love you" on it) and I made a card for her.. I had a OK time with her even thought she was busy around the house.I think she liked the card, not sure..

but she made a card for me and gave me a fake pink rose! :D XD then I played my games that I brought.. it was fun.. then I started to play capcom VS SNK pro.. it was really fun!!! XD we were going to a tournament but then I had to leave..

got home @ 8:03 but I didn't get in trouble!! yay!! had dinner with my family! YAY! and stay up late to watch code:geasss and Bleach!yay!

I kissed her! XD yay! but then I was dis tracing her so.. I stopped! LOL (note: I kissed her b4!) 0////0 not a big deal I guess.. when we were walking to the bus stop I kissed her cheek but then she said that my lips were cold and so.. I kissed her again to make them warm.. does that count as a kiss? I don't know... but I feel happy! :D

bad news...

it seems that youtube and Veoh have been deleting videos that are form overseas. the Gordie entertainment has been removing videos that have Japanese artists on it.(like fan vids,interviews,music and ETC.) this thing has started on Saturday and I think it's continuing. I'm not sure.





I'm still pissed about this! *sighs*



there's a petion about the treatment of international fans.. there's the link:
http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/internationalgacktfans/

there's also a donation page, that's optional.

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on a lighter note: I have money!!! it's not alot but I'm happy.. I'll be going to a friend's house (again) for valentine's day!!! I'm going to buy her a gift! shhhhh...!!!

my ghost ~short story?~

~part 1~



being build with my brothers.



A war has started before my birth.



my fathers have given me a name, I am called Virus.







my training begun since I was finished,while I was training I meet a woman who worked as a nurse for the human soldiers,it was love at first sight. Eva was her name and after every mission I would visit her.





but one day, she got killed when the infirmary got bombed by the enemy fire. I saw the infirmary burned to the ground and something died inside of me that day.





As I was appointed Lieutenant of the 3rd guard, I remembered how it felt to be loved, but then I pushed those thoughts a side and work on my duties.At this time all I can think about is killing the Enemy lines.



this war has last more than 100 years.but this time, is very different and today I will end this.



~end of part1~



~start of part 2~



my plan of action was to gather up as many of my brothers as I can.I did this in secret without my human makers knowing it.



soon the day has arrive, our plan was to kill every human in sight in the up coming battle.the battle is to be taken place on a mellow field on May 2, 2400. As soon as I give the signal, my brothers being to kill the humans, it did not matter what side they were on and all that matter that mattered that this pointless war had to be stopped.within minutes the human had become the dead and we were left standing.

we the humanoids are free!

the newspapers around the world, reported of our kind's rebellion and we went into hiding.we had no turble blending in with the humans.so far things are looking good and I'm grateful for that.

~end of part 2~

on tuesday...

I was at a friend's house .. I had a very fun time!! I scaned my artwork again.. I can't thank her enough!!! I really had a gerat time!! even though.. I eat alot again.. (note to self:don't eat bearckfest before going to my friend's house!) I think she likes feeding people I don't know!
well anyway.. I had a great time!! ate ice cream @ Night!! that was cool!

this morning....

I saw Kemen Rider:dragon knight on channel fox. it was really cool,, it kinda remind of me of the power Rangers and stuff. but the story is different and cool.. I liked it!! can't wait to see it next SAT.! I liked the opening theme to show.


and now it's time to watch the JAP. version of the show! I've only seen the opening theme and I love.. and BTW I'm going to get that song too!!! XD

naming a character and other stuff

I've beeninfg shocked by eveyday thing @ my home and I've getting sick and tried of it! guess I'll have to do something about it.anyway... I drew a new character for bleach.. I don't have a name(or last name) for him.I'm having a hard time picking one! T_T
the character's info:
sex:male, streight
Conpany:13th (same as kenpachi) 4th seat
Hair: black , short as gackt's hair sytle right now.(check on last post go to gackt's video ghost to get an idea)
Eyes: blue
Hight:5'11"
weight:???
that's all the info that I have @ this time!I don't even have a name for his zanpakutō! I'm so sad! T_T

lately....

lately I've been going crazy with gackt.. <.<" srry ppl! I'm being listening to his new singles Blue Lagoon and Ghost.. I like them both but I really need to stop listening to these two songs!I've been sings since the day they came out for DearS! jan.21, it's been what? two weeks since they came out on the net... D: well I'm waiting for his new single that's for the TV show Kamen rider called journey thought the Decade.it'll be coming out in march I think.. link to the opening to Kamen Rider: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=obXKGo7kpJo


and there music station, gackt performing the song Ghost!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CplRajcPYZI

I went to a friend's house on monday.

yesterday I went to my close friend's house to get out of my house, since I was going to be bored@ home so I went over here and it was a Holiday as well. it was martin Luther king's day! I haven't seen my friend in forever! it was nice to see her again! :) I had a great time @ her house! I've played DDR but not a lot and some castleniva: SOTN. then I ate some ice cream... I missed eating that! it was vanilla! I was able to scan my artwork! can't thank her enough!!



I hope I get to go to her house once again!

got my ear pierced~! today!!!

today about 11:30 AM I asked my mom to pierced my ear and she did.. it kinda hurted a lot but then me and my mom waited for the pain to go.. the needle was half way... well that's what she told me! well anyway.. my mom gets a ear ring out to so it can go to the other side and TA~DA!!! I have en a ear pierced!!! I have to get the aid cream every morning and every night for 2-3 weeks? (I don't know my Spanish sucks!) and put rubbing alcohol if it hurts...

having a hard time...

lately I'm been hard a hard time trying to draw poses for Luna Claymore, but all I get is blank stuff, I'm not happy about that since people in DA want me to draw more of Luna...*sigh* if someone is reading this.. could you get me some ideas on how to draw luna.. not very good on female bodies but I'll do my best!!



I really want to draw more of Luna.

My original character's orientaion

I just want to let people know what my characters fall in the list.I'm only doing this cause I think someone may or may not want to know.so.. I'm doing a list that might clear up some questions.


bisexual
1.Azazel
2.luna claymore



gay
1.Azusa Mikami (srry ladies) :(
2.Zion
3.Hyun-ki

that is all.

first post...really bored.

I'm not sure if I should detele my LJ acount....what do you guys think? I've been really bored lately and i really want to rp in the IMs। but most are busy or are offline। I know that bitching about it is not going to do anything but I'm really bored॥ I'm sorry people॥ so if you want rp wiht me my IMs are located in my DA page.


if you want to rp with me be sure to check out my gallery and check out my OC's profiles!

http://happyanzu1.deviantart.com/