video of the month and my daydream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoLqwFGAEc0

this is my PV of the month! I like this song and the PV!can't stop listening to it! :D

this morning while I was taking a bath, I have a daydream. kinda sad I think. well I saw myself crying, sitting on a chair that in a holtel Lobby. A man comes up to you and asks me why I'm crying. I told him "my friend and his friend dicth me!" so the man takes me by the hand and asks me what room here at. I answered him "room 213"so we go to the room and we hear noises coming form the room.then the guy puts firecreakers under the door and unto the room. he lights them up and they go off. we ran and stopped at the end of the hall.


so the guy took me into his room and talked about my loss @ love and such.he just hugs me out of nowhere. that's the end of it.

my Ghost ~part 3~

it's been a few months since the massacre of the humans soldiers that took place during the war that day. Most of my brothers had started new lives as humans and are happy to live it. The work that I've been doing has showed me that humans are not all that bad. Today, while I was typing on a article on my computer, there was a TV news report about the death of the Humans soldiers and the disappearance of the humanoids. the news station called it "the disappearance of war!" so far the news media had only minor clues about what happen there. My bothers and I made a oath on the day of the killings, that if anyone told the police or anyone that is looking into this. We have a right to kill him and melts his body on site.

but I know deep down, to my core that no one would betray us. As I watched the TV screen, across my desk. I saw one of my brothers on screen talking to the reporters. he was a bit shorter than I and had red hair. his skin was almost white and liked to wear clothes that were high in taste. when I saw him talking to the reporters, it made me feel like dread and as soon as he began to talk about the killings of the soldier's. I felt like my core just had been ripped out of my metal body and I wasn't able to breath. I was so angry and sadden by his actions. but before I did a humanoid scan on him while he was talking, I made sure that the area around me was clear.

After I confirmed
it was clear I did the scan. after I had done the scan I was shocked by who it was . it was my right hand man. he has changed a lot since I last saw him.
I've never felt so betrayed in my life! it felt like getting hit by a machine gun fire and getting cut by the throat at the same time! I knew it was time to take action! I turned off the scan on my right eye and got off form work. I drove to my apartment and changed my clothes. I dressed myself in a black outfit to hide my physical appearance. I walked out of my apartment and begun the hunt.

what happen during the weekend..

well.. my weekend was fine.. it was a little boring but I was happy :) I went to my friend's house (again) and I brought her a teddy bear (small one that was holding a heart saying "I love you" on it) and I made a card for her.. I had a OK time with her even thought she was busy around the house.I think she liked the card, not sure..

but she made a card for me and gave me a fake pink rose! :D XD then I played my games that I brought.. it was fun.. then I started to play capcom VS SNK pro.. it was really fun!!! XD we were going to a tournament but then I had to leave..

got home @ 8:03 but I didn't get in trouble!! yay!! had dinner with my family! YAY! and stay up late to watch code:geasss and Bleach!yay!

I kissed her! XD yay! but then I was dis tracing her so.. I stopped! LOL (note: I kissed her b4!) 0////0 not a big deal I guess.. when we were walking to the bus stop I kissed her cheek but then she said that my lips were cold and so.. I kissed her again to make them warm.. does that count as a kiss? I don't know... but I feel happy! :D

bad news...

it seems that youtube and Veoh have been deleting videos that are form overseas. the Gordie entertainment has been removing videos that have Japanese artists on it.(like fan vids,interviews,music and ETC.) this thing has started on Saturday and I think it's continuing. I'm not sure.





I'm still pissed about this! *sighs*



there's a petion about the treatment of international fans.. there's the link:
http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/internationalgacktfans/

there's also a donation page, that's optional.

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on a lighter note: I have money!!! it's not alot but I'm happy.. I'll be going to a friend's house (again) for valentine's day!!! I'm going to buy her a gift! shhhhh...!!!

my ghost ~short story?~

~part 1~



being build with my brothers.



A war has started before my birth.



my fathers have given me a name, I am called Virus.







my training begun since I was finished,while I was training I meet a woman who worked as a nurse for the human soldiers,it was love at first sight. Eva was her name and after every mission I would visit her.





but one day, she got killed when the infirmary got bombed by the enemy fire. I saw the infirmary burned to the ground and something died inside of me that day.





As I was appointed Lieutenant of the 3rd guard, I remembered how it felt to be loved, but then I pushed those thoughts a side and work on my duties.At this time all I can think about is killing the Enemy lines.



this war has last more than 100 years.but this time, is very different and today I will end this.



~end of part1~



~start of part 2~



my plan of action was to gather up as many of my brothers as I can.I did this in secret without my human makers knowing it.



soon the day has arrive, our plan was to kill every human in sight in the up coming battle.the battle is to be taken place on a mellow field on May 2, 2400. As soon as I give the signal, my brothers being to kill the humans, it did not matter what side they were on and all that matter that mattered that this pointless war had to be stopped.within minutes the human had become the dead and we were left standing.

we the humanoids are free!

the newspapers around the world, reported of our kind's rebellion and we went into hiding.we had no turble blending in with the humans.so far things are looking good and I'm grateful for that.

~end of part 2~

on tuesday...

I was at a friend's house .. I had a very fun time!! I scaned my artwork again.. I can't thank her enough!!! I really had a gerat time!! even though.. I eat alot again.. (note to self:don't eat bearckfest before going to my friend's house!) I think she likes feeding people I don't know!
well anyway.. I had a great time!! ate ice cream @ Night!! that was cool!